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Well , it has been a long time that I have not uploaded any things on this blog . Hmm , partly because I am so busy . Everything is just going around and around and I feel like I am blown to it . Well , it is just about 3 months since the day I left school and started a new chapter of my life . 4 months or more since the last day I chatted with him and we dont see each other any time later . So maybe it is the destiny of my life . Well , I dont often believe in it , but who knows ? My life seems to go around all those stuffs: tears , laughs , obstacles , failures , success ....I feel I grow up , lazier and uglier . Today , when I stood in front of the mirror , I realize how terrible I am . I see how old I am getting , complex seems darker and the look is not happy . . . Women can not hide their look !!! That is what someone said and it is correct . Although I have my face made up every day , I dont see that I am pretty every day . It is just like I am wearing a mask . How sad ! Maybe I am covered by a loneliness . I should have someone to date with or to hang out every Saturday night , carrying by bike after work shift or . . . Okay , stop it ! Oor I will burst into tears . It is enough for today .