Nail painting -> pink, pink pink!!!

Finally, I got my pink fingers. But just on left hand. The right one is still clear.

sickness

Then I find out that I'm sick. Now I dare not to do anything. Dare not to dream, dare not to run, dare not to stand too long ...coz I'm tired so tired. I thought I could not live longer at the accident and I was scared of the death at that time. The feeling spending 1 night in hospital was terrible. I thought that I was in hell. Maybe tomorrow or tomorrow's tomorrow I will see the doctor because I can stand more. It is painful and lonely. I do not want to get so many dieases when I am so young now. I still have many things to do.

I could not have dinner. It seemed it is gonna serious. I feel so painful that I just want to crawl on the floor like a snake. I am really scared now...

My life is like a mess this time. I can not do anything at all. Career? Nothing is new! I am still working in that air ticket agency. Love? No way I feel so lonely. Look? Hmmm I am getting older and older, can not realize myself in the mirror. Friends? They left all just because I was too busy and had no time for any body.

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Today I watched Slumdog Millionaire. It is okie but I just do not know why they won lot of Oscars. It is not really excellent. What an Indian movie!

Okie, what a boring entry! I will join a career day tomorrow. Work, work, work that is the only one left in my life at the moment. I work to feel myself useful. I work to forget someone I met and might be loved-I know. I work to keep myself busy. I work and I work so hard.