sickness

Then I find out that I'm sick. Now I dare not to do anything. Dare not to dream, dare not to run, dare not to stand too long ...coz I'm tired so tired. I thought I could not live longer at the accident and I was scared of the death at that time. The feeling spending 1 night in hospital was terrible. I thought that I was in hell. Maybe tomorrow or tomorrow's tomorrow I will see the doctor because I can stand more. It is painful and lonely. I do not want to get so many dieases when I am so young now. I still have many things to do.

I could not have dinner. It seemed it is gonna serious. I feel so painful that I just want to crawl on the floor like a snake. I am really scared now...