Nail painting -> pink, pink pink!!!

Finally, I got my pink fingers. But just on left hand. The right one is still clear.

sickness

Then I find out that I'm sick. Now I dare not to do anything. Dare not to dream, dare not to run, dare not to stand too long ...coz I'm tired so tired. I thought I could not live longer at the accident and I was scared of the death at that time. The feeling spending 1 night in hospital was terrible. I thought that I was in hell. Maybe tomorrow or tomorrow's tomorrow I will see the doctor because I can stand more. It is painful and lonely. I do not want to get so many dieases when I am so young now. I still have many things to do.

I could not have dinner. It seemed it is gonna serious. I feel so painful that I just want to crawl on the floor like a snake. I am really scared now...

My life is like a mess this time. I can not do anything at all. Career? Nothing is new! I am still working in that air ticket agency. Love? No way I feel so lonely. Look? Hmmm I am getting older and older, can not realize myself in the mirror. Friends? They left all just because I was too busy and had no time for any body.

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Today I watched Slumdog Millionaire. It is okie but I just do not know why they won lot of Oscars. It is not really excellent. What an Indian movie!

Okie, what a boring entry! I will join a career day tomorrow. Work, work, work that is the only one left in my life at the moment. I work to feel myself useful. I work to forget someone I met and might be loved-I know. I work to keep myself busy. I work and I work so hard.

4 a friend

My dear friend,

I haven't spoken with you very very long time eventhough our houses r opposite. On the other hand, you are my neighbour. We got a great time when we were young. It just last for 5 years I guess.

When I am going to 6th grade, I moved to another school and I didn't talk with you since then. We have just recently met eachother few times and now what I got is you are about to get married. How fast! We are the same age or you are 6 month elder than me. I just can't believe that you will get married next Sun. You didn't even tell me when we had lunch time. Okie, maybe we are not as close as before anymore.
I know you never can read these messages.

So I become the last single one in our small town.Oops!

untittled

Accept someone's vanishment is easier than their coming back and saying nothing

New Hair

I had my hair cut with the hope that something new will come in my current life.

Untitled

Today I logged in YM! and found out you came back. Still no changes much! Your sense of humour showed the avatar Kitty in the handcuffs. Hmm Okie you came back and that's it!